What Now?

Why hasn't the pain subsided?.

Mom called and asked what I was doing.
I told her that I was writing and that I miss Grandma.

Mom told me to let go,
That Grandma is now pain free and without sufferings.

Grandma,
Can you read what I'm writing?

Is Tom's partner Randy teaching you English now?

When will this pain be gone?

I'm trying to pick up the pieces and
It seems that bits and pieces of memories
Will surface.

I use to miss my childhood
Because there was you, Grandpa and Mom
In all my fond memories.

Now,
You will be a memory of my past -
A past that is lost.
I don't miss my childhood as much as
I am missing you